Wednesday, June 30, 2004
it is as simple as filling some questions which give you some alternatives of answers. find out in to what kind of movie that your life belong in? guess what, my life belongs to power rangers movie.hahahahaha. it says "with a corageous look on life you are sometimes corney and live off of big events. making long time friends is hard for you to do, but the ones you have are golden" want to take the quiz, go
here...Power Rangers? hahahahahahhaa.
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 4:51 AM [comment]
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Never been in love
Cause a girl like me
Never had someone to care for
Never thought there could be
Someone special for me
And now I'm all in love
Cause a girl like me
Waited patiently for someone
Someone to care for me
And there will never be
No more lonely, no more just me
I've been there before
Ain't goin no more
And now that you're here I
Never wanna say goodbye love
Never wanna be without you
No more cryin, no denyin'
I'm in love with you
And now that you're here I
I never wanna say goodbye love
VERSE 2:
Now it's time for me
To find out what the first time love could mean
Little scared but its cool
Cause it's worth it
Now I finally fell in love
And I know that it
Gots to be for real (So real)
It's the way that I feel
So come share my world with me
So there will never be
(CHORUS)
BRIDGE:
So I'm standin here
Arms open wide
Ready to give my heart
I'm sure this time
Love's gonna last for life
Baby I know things change
And there might be some rain
But the clouds are gonna clear
And the sun is gonna shine again
Shine light on our love baby
So let's make it last forever
(CHORUS)
Da da da da da
Oh
-its a nice RnB ballad, nice vibe and groove from JoJo-
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 3:04 AM [comment]
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
if generating ur name into the elvish or hobbit tribe is not that fun anymore, why dont u generate ur name into something robotic...my name is synthetic transforming android normally for logical and yelling (whuttaa??) and being.optimized.for.Noctural.Infiltration.hahahaha. wanna see more come and be a
robot...
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 9:17 PM [comment]
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Monday, June 28, 2004
aavril launched her latest video 'my happy ending' on Yahoo. music, be a witness of an edgy avril, high pitch, and slashing riffs...its all her...
my happy ending
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhh
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Or something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead.
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything,everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
And all of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the sh** that you do
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you care
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhhh
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 8:26 AM [comment]
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Can somebody explain to me
Why everbody is tryin' to be livin' like a celebrity
Doin' what they see on MTV
Ice is cool but I'm looking for more
Simple things is what my heart beats for (cuz that's me)
I don't ask for much (baby)
Having you is enough
CHORUS:
You ain't got to buy nothin'
(it's not what I want)
Baby it's you
We don't have to go nowhere
(it's not what I want)
Baby it's you
It's not 'bout what you got
I know you got alot
No matter what you do, you always get it hot, its you (its you)
Baby it's you
VERSE 2:
It don't matter what your car is like
And your rims are spinnin' on the side
It don't matter where we go tonight
Cuz if I'm with you I'll be all right
That's cool, but I'm lookin for more
It's your love that my heart beats for (cuz that's me)
You don't have to spend a dime (baby)
I just want your time
CHORUS
Heeeeeeeeyyyy-yeah
CHORUS
yea-yea-yea-yea-yea-yea...
-it sounds like Indian banghra, nice loops, good timber came out from this 14 years old girl, she can sing, and she worked with the MoTown dude who really know how to make a good music-catch her self titled album, already in store this 22nd of June-
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 8:13 AM [comment]
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
jojoonline has updated a fresh new juke box which packaged both all jojo's tracks in her self titled debut album and also the video 'get out-leave' therefore check them out as they are that cool...haha...and u have to listen to all the tracks, let me tell u that she's not some white girl,she's some white girl that sings the black-ish tune down her throat...get into nice connection of internet and u may have the indulgence of listening to JoJo, after all she's only 14, be the witness how she reaches her stardorm...ahhh, i love her, anyway, i am listening the jukebox at the moment, and this track i am listening at the moment is just cool...a bit banghra, nice ryhtm, as usual, modern RnB, can u believe that she's only 14...'baby all the one is you'...aa..aa..aa...its somewhat like many indian songs to me, bit worldly sound, and so exotic...'baby its you'....uuu...uuu...well, catch the chat with her on MSN chat, sorry i cannot provide the link here, just visit her link down there on the left bottom of this page...baby its u....uuu...uuu
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 9:49 PM [comment]
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these past few weeks i have been occupied by so many things, and unfortunately i was struck that light that i dont know what exactly to do with that struck...i became so numb, and eventually encounter the role i know best, a web nerd, i browsed, i wrote, i read, i watched, sleepless and mindless nights for sure...real blogger with the capacity and potential of becoming an addictive weak bones snob...i am that weak at the moment, that void, that ill, and last night was another sleepless night for me. when will this ends? the hell i know...anyway, jojo(one of the featured artist in my links) is holding a chat forum for her fans, but gee...i dont know how big is the time in which we are distance away parted, well i really like her, and eager to talk with her, but i dont know the exact time, geee...anyway, hows ur holiday everyone?i have this long session of holiday that my brain seems dead due to the long recess of activities, i went to places but still pointless...hahahahahaha...just keep spending my money to useless indulgence? what the heck...some porns (yeahhh), and i am waiting some really tiring actions to payback all my numb-ity...come to come you tiring job...hahahah,anyway, who wants to be extremely tired...see? i am so pointless, i dont even know what i am writing...
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 10:14 AM [comment]
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
a big fan of Lord Of The Rings and wonder how can those names in the movies are so complicated, enchanting, yet sounds so exotic, mysterious and cute? well, i found out that in the hobbit tribes i have two names; people might identify me as Bingo Broadbelt of Buckland or Meriadoc Chubb-Baggins (i am still a cousin of Frodo anyway,ha!), and my elven names are Elros oronar and Gwindor Anwamane(oooghhh!)...sexy and enchanting name huh? wish i use those names...hahaha...furthermore,actually i am a bit japanese too,in Japan people may identify me as Akihiro Baisotei (cool huh) or Tamafume Komon (like a dork!hehe)...curious about whats ur hobbit name? click
here,and what is your elven name? click
here, wanting to go east and be a japanese, search for your japanese name
here...anyway, shouts to andina for providing the links. they are cool...gahaaaa!
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 8:28 AM [comment]
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here i would like to state again and remind you guys who in accident dropto this space of mine that there are links on the bottom left of this page that will direct you to some other places which lately becoming my favourite places and spots to hang around in the cyber hemishphere(or sphere might be more appropriate), try all of them and drop your feet in each of the links, feel what is it like to be there, and write something everywhere. if it is a link to some artist then you will find that i have a special interest to those artists and meaning that they have touched my sense somewhere that i full heartedly made a link to their official sites. if you meet something else, then it means that those something else had brought me to a new vision that i would like to pertain. for example NoeM (stanleyosmond.blogdrive.com), its a place where you can find and see that my interest in writing evolves in just everything. the thing is NoEM is some what a melting pot for all my interest and let me write somethings about those interest of mine. for example,i always like Ju On and Sarah Michelle Gellar, and guess what? Ju On is being made up for English Version using the title "the Grudge" (as Ju ON it self means The Grudge), and Sarah is starring the movie. what a coinsidence huh? so i wrote about them. you can check some of my writings in NoEM. it might seems so amateur but who can tell huh?
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 8:21 AM [comment]
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
good music is coming each day, and this one sounds like a mixture of coldplay and MEW and one thing for sure...they are so british...they are three some and their name is
KEANE their debut single
somewhere only we know, i like them that much cause they got that easy listening hook and nice riffs to make me always remember their song, have a listen of their single by clicking the link above...
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 8:42 PM [comment]
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
its taken from the elvish language which means energy and magic of the world
NOEM, so basically for me the meaning is more extensive than just energy and magic, this link is officially made to put all my attention to all beauties and beasts that i have met, and i am going to meet in this life, it can be about anything, whatever i want to write, and that comes from the heart...and for the first entry, NOEM is discussing about
coffee houses, just come, visit NOEM and witness the energy and the magis of the world...
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 1:26 PM [comment]
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Saturday, June 19, 2004
anyway,the images have been up loaded in my gallery.just check them out, some memorable moments that people may not forget huh? cause friend just come and go, so...take a snap and watch this
pictures...be a witness!
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 1:18 PM [comment]
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i used to be a radio DJ in this station, and i never doubt that a part of me still belongs there, and i would always wanted to go back there whenever i have the chance,i miss u guys at
Prambors- anyway this is the Prambors HQ in Jakarta, the cutting edge one, the most pophacadelic station in town!
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 2:29 AM [comment]
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well, MTV is always a step a head to connect with youth, and i suppose MTV would enforce the youth to always connect with them anyhow, and one of the way is providing on line space for those who are expressive and easily exposing themselves to the cyberspace and eager to meet other people within this space,so...i try to do that too, with the help of MTV...join
MTV features me and get a grip of me and my life with MTV enhanced technology that alerts your life!!
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 1:16 AM [comment]
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
my daddy's back on the screen with the latest installment of the rat pack...its now
oceans twelve the old team are still together, and now plus...catherine zeta jones...just click the link and see the trailer for free
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 9:12 PM [comment]
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hale berry will be hitting the screen this summer as a masked butt kicking chick that came back to life after her old life was taken, and she is now the
cat woman, make sure u see her swing around cause there has never been an afro american cat woman before right? so, just click the link here. and watch the trailer, the cast, and the gallery...meowww!!!
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 9:03 PM [comment]
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Monday, June 14, 2004
i suppose i am bragging too much about this being alone rite? i should be happy...happy...happy...
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 6:22 PM [comment]
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Saturday, June 12, 2004
hi everybody, sharing the same lonely night again? its sucks huh. sometimes the real life is damn cruel to people like us. a friend of mine said to me that my life is going to undergoes trouble and jinxes -whats that suppose 2 mean anyway.and now i kept bragging about this loneliness, so last decade...what can i do? i am alone, and i have no partner to share this shits. no one to bring me lassagna, no one to cuddle with, no one telling me to finish my thesis ASAP, and no one until i dont know when.well,its me guys.me,me,me...
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 9:48 PM [comment]
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Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with a broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, Yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved x4
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
(yeah)
Tap on my window knock on my door
I wanna make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain (oh)
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And She will be loved
And she will be loved (Please don't try so hard to say goodbye)
And She will be loved
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
(I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain)
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 9:36 PM [comment]
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Friday, June 11, 2004
check out my new maroon 5 link. these guys are just cool...listen to some cool tracks of their 'songs about jane's album, just play and listen...
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 11:34 AM [comment]
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Thursday, June 10, 2004
God, i feel so alone within this crowd, what should i do, i cannot stand facing the moment alone, i don't know which path and phase that i must take to clarify my existance. is this the life i must live, is this the torture that You always state within thy dreams. God, explain to me why people keep stumbling up and down, losing their beloved ones and crying endless tears just to figure out that they went forever for good, for your sake, for the sake of the balance of Thy life. God i never understand why it should be that way, and why night is so cold, long and killing. and within night i have to understand. i am loving, in love with someone, and this world forbid me for that, this world will never understand this love, this affection, and i will die sinking, never be understood.
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 8:13 PM [comment]
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Hey guys, I just got back from Jakarta, its been a tiring and really worthy trip. It was a business trip (yoooo!), cause I am consulting to the people who really connects to what I really want to be in the future…mmm, pray for me ya’ll!
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 12:16 PM [comment]
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Wednesday, June 09, 2004
So no one told you life was gonna be this way
[four claps]
Your job's a joke, you're broke,
your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year,
but I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)
You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast so far, things are going great
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
But she didn't tell when the world has brought you down to your knees
I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 8:33 PM [comment]
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Saturday, June 05, 2004
i have added a new link for a friendster web ring, for me and all my friends, hopefully we can remember each other in here, and help each other though we are miles away, distance apart...just click the link on the bottom left
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 9:17 PM [comment]
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just click the gallery link on the bottom left of this page, and find out that i have up loaded some images there...images of ME...my friends, my life, and everything within...enjoy
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 8:24 PM [comment]
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I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So wont cha come and sit and talk to me
Tell me how we are gonna be together always
Hope you know when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that any one)
Could make me feel this way
Now that your here what all I want
Is just a chance to say
Chorus:
Get Out, (Leave) Right Now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait
For you to be gone
Cuz I know about her and
I wonder how I brought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right
But you were just a waste of time
Tell me why your looking so confused
When im the one who didn't know that truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now that through all that is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame
(to think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way
I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've got to leave
Because my heart is breakin
With every word im sayin'
I gave up on everything I had
On something that just wouldnt last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeeee eyeee eyeeesss
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 2:27 PM [comment]
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she's only 13, she's the new competitor of Joss Stone, and she's a prodigy, visit her link here...and listen to 'leave' her fresh new soul and moody rhytm and blues single...just click the link on the bottom left of the page and choose to enter her site with the sound on.and listen...
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 1:50 PM [comment]
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Friday, June 04, 2004
i am drolling for men...i am ovulating
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 6:46 PM [comment]
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Thursday, June 03, 2004
there are some new images i have up loaded in the gallery....most of them from the previous class performance of my 2000 class,check them out
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 7:26 PM [comment]
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Wednesday, June 02, 2004
see, i am never really that wrong...
i always think that you're always there for me, though just to be a perfect Goddamn listener to my heartache...but u just never really take it serious...
you never take me seriously...
and you were never there for me,
i am expecting too much i suppose, i realize...
for such an ignorant and senseless persona like you...
i am going to alcatraz and you went somewhere lustful darkness with whom whatsoever, and i knocked, hoping that you would open it for me, but you just didnt do that, and you were so busy cracking each desire you have, i suppose, what else? within the dark...
i am tired of telling you to remember that some of the times you have to realize that there is this soul right here...
and you just...i dont know, i am tired...
i am tired to tell you that there is me, there is us, there is this bond that we should kept together...and somehow, i am forsaken, you told me not to be receptive cause you are ignorant, and i did my best not to be receptive, and be that eager...
Godamn it, when you will get it? get the idea?
it hurts, it hurts...and i cannot hate you cause this love is that big, you know it, but dont give a damn to it,
cause you give a damn to something else,
might be the best thing ever happenned to you,
might be a blessing to whom it may concern,
might be a curse to whom being compete,
might be a lost and an achievement...
it hurts cause you are so ignorant, cause you never really have a place for you in your heart, and never let me know that you will always be there for me...and i am so tired to wait for you
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 6:52 PM [comment]
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