Thursday, June 10, 2004
God, i feel so alone within this crowd, what should i do, i cannot stand facing the moment alone, i don't know which path and phase that i must take to clarify my existance. is this the life i must live, is this the torture that You always state within thy dreams. God, explain to me why people keep stumbling up and down, losing their beloved ones and crying endless tears just to figure out that they went forever for good, for your sake, for the sake of the balance of Thy life. God i never understand why it should be that way, and why night is so cold, long and killing. and within night i have to understand. i am loving, in love with someone, and this world forbid me for that, this world will never understand this love, this affection, and i will die sinking, never be understood.
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 8:13 PM [comment]
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