as soon as the payment comes there are several things to do, and all of them are the fucking bills. damn, i need to move out and fine a new place next month. well, may its time to see the world in another different prespective. anyway, happy 'independence day' anyone. huahhh...i am so tired. i dont feel like my stomache is in a good condition, i cannot and do not want to eat anything. gee...was it because that white sleezy stuff?? i dont know...remember the korean drama series i told u the other day? well i pulled my guts all together and traced the sadness within the stories. trust me, you can feel the pain too. gee, i dont wish that had i didnt see that drama. well...nothing to lose, beside tears...