its been a dreadful week maybe, but it was not either. everything was sort of messed up.i got sick for days and could not really firgure out what was actually happening. yet again, i could only enjoy the moment. if i were a well known artist would my life be much happier? i dont know. but one thing for sure, i dont love my room-yet. something missing there. the feng shuei just not fit, yet. and i am still losing my 12 hours sleep time. did not sleep soooo well for 2 days. the bed is calling me, yet i am here. count how many 'yet' i used already. yeah, its an obscure week-yet, i am trying to love and to appreciate it. afterall, i was the man of the event.hehe.its not so big for me anyway. i am kinda sad for the situation. i feel likei am losing something and that my time is running out. dont know why. the feeling is so strong. or actually i am wrong?