Saturday, September 04, 2004

satu pertanyaan muncul, kalo aku bisa lahir lagi, will i still remember what i did in my past life? and having the chance to recover and renew everything dalam bentuk yang baru, memperbaiki life itself supaya hidupku ngga kacau lagi kayak dulu, ngga banyak dosa dicommit, no foolishness ever. kalo udah begitu, saat suddenly aku bisa recover and maintain everything apa hidupku bakal senang? padahal selama ini i think that living within the edge is something kinda fun. in my opinion, peraturan memang bukan dibuat untuk dilanggar, at least bakal ada yang secure our live, orang-orang bakal ngga bebas menjarah, membunuh, nyolek, rape, or any crime. tapi bayangkan saat kita hanya bisa hidup seperti orang-orang di Pleasantville, sebelum ada Tobey mcGuire yang made love with that girl (lupa namanya siapa) mereka masih tetep hitam putih, but after they made love dia jadi berwarna. what's the point? aturan itu kalo dilanggar sekali ngga bakal bikin dunia kiamat. well, example...saat orang pada sibuk membayar uang kuliah tepat waktu bahkan ngantri pas hari terakhir, maka I will not be there...biasanya uang itu udah kepake buat apa, dan in the end i am paying the fee (including another additional charge. karena gw telat) saat semester baru. sering banget. tapi tetep aja Ibu kasir itu cemberut, kayak PMS tiap hari. kalo emang dia begitu, i am much more delighted to see her suffer more. bukannya kejam, dia tugasnya adalah to serve, she is a public worker, she is serving other people. well, what she does is the other way around. dia ngga ngelakuin apa tugasnya seharusnya. dan bukannya kita ngerasa lebih tinggi dari dia, but the question is banyak orang kayak Ibu tadi. susah banget ngasih senyum. bayangkan kalo misalnya dia senyum dikit aja, ngantri selama 4 jam hanya untuk bayar uang kuliah yang udah dateline bukan lagi sesuatu yang bikin boring. barangkali Ibu tadi harus dimake-over. dia harus lahir lagi. somehow. anyhow. whatever that means to you. mungkin dia harus ngelurusin rambutnya yang keriting ikal dan tidak teratur itu. memulas sedikit blush on, supaya kerutan di wajahnya yang cemberut itu sedikit hidup. mengganti kacamata tua yang kayaknya udah ada sarang laba-laba di ujungnya itu. mengganti caranya berpakaian. dia harus pilih warna cerah buat seragamnya. dia harus mulai memakan oat meal supaya jantungnya tetep sehat dan degupannya normal. dia harus lahir lagi. set ur spirit free, lahir aja lagi...lakukan hal-hal yang belum pernah lo buat...dan weekend ini hal yang pingin gw lakukan dan belum pernah gw buat...adalah...(to be continued)


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