why is there anyone who always feel jealous of what you are doing, and why is there anyone who always bother people and bug them? why is there anyone who always wonder what someone's been doing lately? why is there anyone who always feel unsatisfied with what he/she has achieved? why is there anyone who makes people cry? why is there anyone who considers them lot cooler than other? why is there anyone who thinks that he/ she is better than other? why is there any people who always want to compete with other? why is there anyone who cannot laugh for what you've been achieving?

[frequently asked questions for the day]

its hard to say good bye. and i am one of the person who cannot and hate to say so. i'd rather leave something for the people, so that they can remember a piece of me. but not the worst part of my history. may be it's man's pride that i have. may be i am too ambitious than other. maybe i am super duper unstoppable and the most active. now that you're a man and on the age and the edge of 20 going older, then there is a burden, questions, and new responsibilities. question : can you live with what you're doing. of course i can. time won't repeat so that one day i can achieve what i cannot in the past. the so called regret always comes in the end. and i dont want to regret. though actually, many child in me screams for the sustaining status of their spirit. i cannot be a kid forever. gotta step ahead. yet, there is a saying : you can only survive the life with kid inside of you. so how and when i can grow older and mesmerizing the fact that now i am shaving?