many said that if u want a flowing life, current that goes to the river, dont force what you cant handle.i mean, there are things that u cant change.basic truth, the rule of nature. any efforts to counter the nature has never been really a success. nature has alwyas find a way to fight back. but the thing is, how can we know that a thing cant be change? actually its easy. its has an invisible tag on it that says 'useless to fight me.' its like ur sexuality. a day u reject it and the other day it will come out. i think Samantha does the right thing. she does not fight what she wants. she is straight, yet once she decided to become a lesbo, and eventually went back to the straight world. its better than creeping under the bed. anyway, has the wind blows breeze-ly lately? has there any sign that the waiting is about to end?