Wednesday, October 20, 2004

wednesday.
i can say that i am care free at the moment, though not really care free.
being peniless is torturing, and killing. whats the worse then?
now the movie has finished, i am waiting for another shooting takes place sometimes in the future. i suppose i have more stories to write. more movies, i hope, to make.
got many ideas to spill.
how do u do my friend? or an old friend? how does it feel to be hated? anyway its killing me to hate you, cause i used to love u, care about u. will there be a time we can grow the love back? did we spill many things?
many loves are waiting i suppose. can i love back. will i be able to love. after all things. yaye. i always say to myself that i am loveable. but when it comes to love other, i dont think i am managable for it.
many waitings are on the run. its not nice to wait, huh?
have we been plain? have this world becoming so mean? what are u talking about? anyway, Keane is butt kicking, lindsay lohan's breast is killing, and jimmy eat world is always hot. its nice to see a concert and u r feeling the energy of the band. the band should be butt kicking enough to let u know that they are loveable. see, again? loveable.
whats up with my life? whats hot in my life?

stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 2:54 PM [comment]

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