i am strainned at the moment. things went awful. quite awful for me. i am refused from going back home, and having no money at the moment force me to keep it up with things that prevent me from going home. this is sucks. why can't he be more listening? emphatic? understanding? cant he understand the idea of not losing the chance and givingyour best to achieve your dream? things dont have to go straight to the end right? in the middle of the road we face diverging path. one should be less considerable than the others, but that does not mean that one is more important than the other. why cant my father understand that this internship is once in a life time chance for me to set my mind for the world i have been dreaming of all this time? why cant he understand that sometimes money is not the rest of the world should consider as really precious. that not all matters can be evaluate with price, money. that when a chance is right in front of ur eyes you should take it cause it might not be there for u twice. darn it. he gives me such a headache.

gee...and now i am tangled within many choices. God help me.

anyway, mr T has encountered me again, while at the same time i met mr HB. with mr T i had this breaking chemistry i cannot explain . his eyes have always stroke me (like the other do actually) but he's so my type [?]....bwhaaatt?...i met him three times and there we go within the adoration for the other's form...while mr Hb is the one i would dearly hug every night since he is so warm...LOL.

well, gotta catch something now....i told u, i am tangled now. darn it.