Wednesday, March 23, 2005

this is the beginning of a kinda nice weekend. probably, since...well many things tangled just that pretty damn fine. i mean, things that rumbled to each other and cooperated so fine to create turbulence to my state of mind. or is it just me who cannot accept the truth. the truth that the waiting means just have to wait and i have to manage myself to suit my pretty lame ass with all of these hectic state i am in and the one that i created myself.enough.i read yesterday in reader's digest that how we act towards a certain state will determine how we are. that looser probably will escape from the damnation of fate incase he or she can submerge into another positive angle of seeing things and start to build positive attitude towards the damnation, in short...get a life instead of becoming a mourning asshole.besides, the sun always shines no matter what, accept that the predetermination of man's life is not from a twisted sect manage to ensure you that tomorrow is the end of the world. to re-start the holiday i would make a confession that this year's easter i had not done any confession myself.sigh.i still believe in God. but the idea that a flesh would be the one who say that my sins are abolished now plays inside my mind.my God, have i been to synical lately???ummm...gee.again, i am not trying to say that i have become an atheist. but, i mean, only God knows what state i am in.sorry.and my God is the only one who knows why i dont come to this year's confession.
next. shounji had it review in MTV trax everyone.

gya gya gya. hahahaha. i am glad. eventually.well, this does not mean an end, but my beginning. yes, my beginning to work my ass on another movie. and next time i should be serious and more eager to tell my stories.not in a sense that i am boasting or something, but now i have the reason, that what i did was not merely having fun. this is only a review, its not an award, but this means everything for me, for my friends who work their ass damn hard to work with me on shounji. honestly, i am a bit helpless on the second project cause things are so tremblin everywhere for me.sigh.but, i will fight!!!!!
and...happy easter y'all!!!!

stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 1:48 PM [comment]

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