Thursday, April 07, 2005

Do i need a big event to write a post? should i tribute to someone? a friend made a post in his buletin, well, sometimes, when the person, is worth it to be tributed to.sigh. if a writer needs support and motivation to write, may be this time its mine.the moment when fresh idea just does not flow and runs that smooth in your mind.may be its not my time yet to tribute a post to someone, well...to be truth, my friend is not that, well, grandeur enough to be written here.sorry guys, but show me more love, or something, and i will write about you here. well, there is this friend of mine, to whom i owe the meaning of friendship.may be one day dude, i will write about you.
may be i would recap things? do people out there care enough? well, my life is not that big unless i am paris hilton.even her PDA means something to hacker. whats mine that becomes worthy for hacker to hack? well, some straight lines recap would inform some body out there about your life, right? so i would start it with narration. i love narration, it talks like those movies which started with narration. the use of the first person narration works good to release anger. haha.well narration helps you to find out the state you are in, and puts your life in a bit of subject comprehension.gorky.
intro..intro...i have been self provoked with the state of domination, for others.details,details, i have been working my ass to finish my lame Uthesis which drives me to the ultimate waiting and boredom. at the moment i am building my career as a not so so screen writer and mostly feeling the independent attitude of movie making, thanks to arya kusumadewa, related to that i am preparing my second movie which is about birthday, love, friendship, comic, humor, and adventure.my father has been tormenting my sleep with his demand of me finishing everything soon, and taking care of his lodging bussiness, i dont what that looks like, but my life-i guess-is for something else.what am i talking about?
...mostly feeling the independent attitude of movie making


later, that means tomorrow, i will come to the sound of embassy by Tjs. this is the second sound of embassy's i am visiting, hopefully i can come to more rave music in the future, just need to savor the joy of dancing and feeling each tiny tip of the dancefloor with my shoes.that sounds cool.me like visiting coffeeshops with friends to share any craps in me and their life, that sounds releaving anyway.
gosh. i am 23, and i am lame.yuck.

stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 2:53 PM [comment]

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