Saturday, April 09, 2005

Last year when i was busy with shounji project i also did many coverage on the project. i was thinking of checking back the postings i made those days.it must be quite funny to check things that we wrote in the past. and i guess i does not include mistakes. mistakes that we did in the past, possibly, will only come with regrets.in one side it contributes to our development as human, on the othr side it shows our foolishness and possibly also come with low tone of moods.i read the other day in one of my afternoon regular visit (did i construct the sentence right?), that it is useless to spill the sadness on bad past and decided to start a new beginning. instead of doing a new beginning, start the same past and create a different ending.its agreeable to me in the sense that what if doing the new start but we still end the same way when we did the same past? so better just take that same scrambled and tangled past but slowly and kindly untied the tangled lines and whatever tangled there until it is viewable as a long straight line of good achievement.sigh.
...it is useless to spill the sadness on bad past and decided to start a new beginning. instead of doing a new beginning, start the same past and create a different ending


unhappy birthday, possibly can be conclude into road movie. you know, one that makes you must see many roads and journeys, am i right? i think it is a road movie, cause the character there has the mission, and the mission is sort of accomplished in one way but on the other way its failed.just check it out, when we have finished doing it of course.gaghahaha.anyway, the shooting will be, and will be taking place about next week, and next week will be filled with rehearsal, readings, readings, and dont know the rest. i am an amateur movie maker, i did it the way i know it.God help me this time so that i can do it. i know i can do it.anyway, visit the web site for this movie here.
what else? well, usually i would be found easily in kedai kopi during this time of the week, but i guess my bod is tired enough to go there and stay there like until dawn. me and my brother used to talk like until the place closes.we used to have many things to spill, but lately we are running out of topics.what happens bro? have our life becoming that happy now? that nothing can be shared? ghehe..what am i doing right? we supposed to be happy when burden's are decreasing but i am asking about that now. past it! i am too tired last night when i shackled my bones cause the music was just too damn inviting to be ignored. its the kind that bomb your ass dude.like what i stated, usually, where there is a good music you can find me on the dance floor, very shining with my bald head, and my groovy move. follow me...here...there...dum dum. hahahahah.
weekend everyone, now i would be facing this saturday night alone, watching some movies, and sleep gracefully for sunday is coming and church is waiting.

yawn.

stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 10:02 PM [comment]

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