Sunday, May 01, 2005

i feel like i owe some stories. for everyone who come here and mind their thoughts to buzz on some of my craps.its like hell, but to be honest dude i dont have any mind of stories right now. the thing is i might be too depressed to relate myself to a scenarion and eventually write down the details of it, or probably just a bit of it here. well, week end was the moment when expectation of a bright saturday night comes to mind. but wait, there is another alternative ending here i am saying. too recap, saturday was betty's graduation and some of my other not so close friends were graduated too. felt happy for them yet felt awkward and sad to myself.i bonk a lot i suppose. i went here and there and missed lots of things. i spent the saturday night alone, well nope...wrong memory card. i went to see a show on UGM and ended dissapointed because the DJ whom i wanted to see has gone to tawangmangu and played there, and i missed that cool show. fuck.the show on UGM itself somehow ended when that cool band stop playing, everyone was just gone suddenly and i was stranded there waiting for a DJ to play and when one DJ appeared from the dark he played a lame tune and that lame people goofing around acting like so cool while i was watching them like a pathetic asses, like i care what i did. i did care, if i didnt why i wrote it down here. darn. those were not the kind of people who enjoyed DJ. they better listen and dance to something else. fuck them.
okay, another week is starting here, or about to start. next week means:
1.catching up with my finale thesis.
2.start to edit my movie.
3.put the poster everywhere. anyway, i buzzed my saturday night by creating the movie poster for my second project.it was fun...
4.call my boss in Jakarta and tell him i had enough with his ignorance.
5.start to write my own stories and sell them quick.
6.arrange the premiere for my movie.
this far...these are my thoughts at the moment...sigh. do you care anyway what i wrote down here?

stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 10:31 PM [comment]

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