hey lads,
been ages since my last post...hahaha.
when internet connection was just a reach of an elbow...hahah, i posted to this blog almost everyday, and then things changed, my life is turning up side down, down side up...seriously, many things change, some dreams need to be left...yet, some other things came up, and thats how, if you are wondering, i spend the days...
many things had happened, surely, within months, which was 6 months ago since my last post...
eventually i need to follow my headstrong father's will to become a government slave..i still disgust the idea that i work in such a corrupt system, a system so called giving a life time warranty to your lack of ...what you call it...self determination...sure do, cause your life is stirred by the government rules...which is so un-cool...fu**...
i almost lost my mind, again, during such a long waiting...it proves that waiting is sickening, so many things to wait that you almost puke your heart out...jump from the balcony and thought that misery will be over, hgahahahaha...only losers do that...hahahaha.
actually i have set of pictures to share with you guys, and i dont know whether there are still people reading and dropping by to this blog....ghehehehe...many things did happen to my this past few months...and those things were just fun, strangely to say...
i had the time to visit kuching, in north kalimantan,
i had the time to work in a land opening ceremony in deep forest of kalimantan, meeting native people who speak ibanese...farway from the city, where electricity is such an exclusive stuff, where TV is hard to get...and the only entertainment is the sound of the river, chanting of bugs, and raindrops, literaly speaking...in the end i just feel so small and considered that my headstrong idealism to become an established director was an arrogant and emotionally driven goals of some young selfish narrow minded 20 something guy..
gee...i want to stop writing now, and think of all the stuffs again....i meant to upload some images for you to enjoy, yet apparently those images cant be uploaded...so, see ya later...hahaha.

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