it is very complicated. like two months i did not go to meet my thesis counselor, and did not even talk a single consultation. i was busy with those other writing stuffs. and last night i met her in the cyber cafe, and with all my foolish smile, i look like a silly dork looking for excuse and scapegoat of my lame habit. well, fortunately she is my damn counsleor, and i should be relieved with it. I am. and last night, like what she told me...i sat in front of my computer and seek this bright idea, two hours...and four pages. but still, after I re- read those pages, i found no significant point in the writing. well, i am quite sure i will start from those four pages...and my script need to be typed too...a busy working young man. sigh...help me God.