for so long i feel like an awkward ill person always relating myself to unluckiness, and all jinx-es that terrify my life...but in wonder why i feel so calm and settled at the moment, bit happy, nothing that really in the list of search of my desperate blood...i dont feel that lucky, but at the same time i fully accepted who i am, and may be there are many people out there having no kind of life that i have...and wanting to be me without i even realizing that and that i was dreaming to be them....God sorry for that...but i am happy with all i am...i dont feel that ill anymore...i feel free and care free...relieve
stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 9:42 PM [comment]
