many things has happened from the weekend, and up to today. shit happens, that's how budhist view this life. and actually life has many shits, and different shits are used in different religion. kinda hard to believe me? u got to ask my lecturer then. anyway, for all of you who wish to see a movie entitled 'the dance' from the story i composed the other day, very sorry that i could not go further developing it. as i got no approval to go to the next step. i know that it was hard. and i think it is the right time for me to have a break from the script writing, cause i need to continue writing my thesis.i got to rush. my brother broke up from his girl friend, a very close friend of mine. and since when i noticed that he looks dead. terible. actually he does not need to do so. bit pathetic. i mean, if thats the way he wanted to win her back, he wont ever have her again. love fool. love hurts.he gets to face that. i feel fine already today, but still cannot get over the feeling of losing that prestigious project. hopefully i will have another project not far from now. i got to work. need more money...and i will keep on writing. till my hurt aches. till my hand swolen. nahhh...hey, tomorrow there will be a small classical music concert at LiP. be there!!