for those who might have continuously reading my blog might surprised to know that lately each entry did not have spesific title. that's due to the changing of the template of this blog. even i cannot trace the archives, i learned that one have to put the codes within the templates (so that you can have the arhives on ur page-and i don't know the codes). so here you are with this simple page, but i won't stop writing. last night i plunged in a chat session with a friend who said that i am a gay, and i am lying to myself that i am a bisexual. how come he could judged me that way, since i am the only one who knows myself and some people might considered that they have a special skill to 'read' people. but let me tell them that i am not readable. why am i writing this anyway? okay, he said that i am gay. whatever. anyway, i am tired enough with myself and looking at people with the look in their eyes as if i am a creature need to be preserved. they have to know that each time they considered i am weird, that's the moment when i decided to get even with those looks. when they think that i am queer, i'll venge them. i flirt and tease so nasty that they will consider me a twink who blows an old man in a luxurious hotel and got paid for that. thats a happy living, why not? you enjoy two things. u have sex, u got paid. and friday night is always fun. its nice to pay people back when you are in the mood for that vengeance. see them dripped with shame and furious anger. if i want a man then i would get the best man no one can get, its only me who will laugh in the end, and again friday night will always be fun. trust me. but that pretty girl will be mine too. no bullies.