which one goes first? the good guy or the bad guy? does a quality of a person justifies whethere God loves him or her the most compared to other? do people who get to go first are those who are dearly loved by God? my mother died when she was very young, that we lost lots of memories of her.our journey to the grown up world will be completed without her presence.and like rocks, we might grow that way. maybe its naive enough to consider everything that way. if there is what one called as a mystery of life, then when a young mother died with the baby within her womb and they both died that is also a mystery of life. will one ever figure it out the answer to the mystery of life? will one ever consciused enough to meet the divine power and eventually ask that mystery of life? suppose that when its our time we will forget to ask that. suppose that it is not necessary anymore to ask that when we die, cause if one ever aware of that status and then ask, that is also a mystery of life. where do the young mother and her baby gone? do they went happily? and does the young father they left behind will ever understand what happens to the mystery of life he's facing?