Saturday, October 09, 2004

probably this is the busiest week ever. well, thing might change in the future that i (again) might barely having time to sleep and take care of stuffs. there are issues this week that occupy me. things that in one side bothers me, and on the other side builds my character.
1. I started shooting my movie. it gets so exhausting. i mean it. this is what i call a really tired experience of my being.
2. i met incredible people who work as my crew and many new friends.
3. i heard rumors about me (eventually i figured out that jealousy and envy made people want to kill each other). i barely understood why there are still people who despise my being. i try so hard to be loveable. and only some really understand that idea. the rest are sissy envy stuff's people. Bennet said that it's envy.
4.there are process, and i am on way to the real maturity.

fine. i'll wait. it might be the best thing i can do, hope and implement. for now.


stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 2:28 AM [comment]

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