we will start shooting, again, tonight. people have gathered their strength and cheers, cause i know that everything is tough. but some eyes are still tired.mine are too. today i realized that i am broke. kinda amazing to know that actually i am making the movie with only a very little expenses. i just hope that we will acquire something from the movie in the future. yet, above all it is the learning that we seek. met some cuties today on campus and here *wink wink*...wonder when i will really ever involved in a real relationship after all hardship that i have been through as a young man. anyway, i meet one cute guy lately in this net cafe (unfortunately it seems that he is taken already *shit!*), i think he is trying to compete my frequent access record. LOL. no one knows the future. and no one knows how its going to be. well, move my ass and encountered another cuties on the corner. cant get enough of' em anyway. gee...tonight is another struggle for us. fight-fight! i know what i am doing at the moment, but never know what will...i mean, will it mean something. i have been very positive all these times, what if i stumble and fall down. will i be brave enough to admit that and watch the sky with my head facing straight through my lost? dad's call still ocuppy me...he needs to know something about me, and my life. i am wordy enough i suppose. well, enough for now...need to have some rest before another shooting schedules. fight stanley, fight!!