Saturday, October 23, 2004

weekend.
i decided to let down the MC offering. has no soul to the event itself. afraid of ruining things and break things apart. its not that i am scared. i am just not ready.
the day was so fuckin' hot. i could not sleep cause the sun went directly into my room and torture my dreams that i had to get up from it. an uncomplete sleeping mission. gee...
wishing that i can plunge into one of the old american paintings and feel the autumn there. or is it global warming?
its the weekend. couples are everywhere. why am i alone then? why have not i get anyone that really triggers mylife? makes it more meaningful than what it is now. damn, it gets sadder to talk bout those shits in weekends. why? or is it just me? is it because of the autumn? the season when we lose manythings when it fall downhill on earth?
there are places i have in mind to visit. but they are bit blur now. hopefuly it gets clearer when night comes.
sigh.

help.



stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 4:17 PM [comment]

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