Wednesday, November 17, 2004

hay.
the holiday almost ends. and mostly i went shopping. food. shopping. and food again.
darn it.
my cheeks are bulging. my wallet thinning. darn it.
when the holiday starts having the chance to meet a very old friend. dedy. oh how i miss that little dude.
we talked many stuffs and went to places. how things have changed for both of us that i was shocked to figure out what had happened on a very rural place out there back in Kalimantan. a place where some memories made there would love to be remembered but some don't. bitter.
having the chance also to chat with lisa in LA. she's one great friend. if only there's a space which is not limited by time and space then we would talk endlessly about stuffs we've been missing this past 9 years. wow.
getting excited also. its my job.
suddenly i feel very creative. having 3 potential plots to develope for potential movies. been making me busy lately. hopefully they would love one of them , since somehow i love all of the plots. cant wait to write those things till they finish. well, things might go wrong, but i would hope for the best. and developing my skills in writing. i remember the last time i was so busy by my first script. well, anything was so tempting.
question to myself.
will i be home for christmas? i miss the family gathering.
now and then i can never let go. though its been bitter.

sigh.


stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 5:37 PM [comment]

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