Sunday, November 14, 2004

its holiday everyone.
as usual. like previous years, its hard to find food. and i was on the edge of losing my glucose.
fuck yeah. gotta eat that mix vegetables then. but it was nice. met that scruppy hair dismas. nice chat during a lunch session. wonder where would i find any food tonite. hoping that one of the mall is open then i would grab a plate of nice happy meal, again.gag. trying to grab a package of incredibles meal.
i passed many families who seems to me were heading for their next silaturahmi target. its when the peoples visiting their relatives and greet them selamat hari raya 'happy lebaran.' its a nice thing to do. u'll get to meet people whom u possibly and surprisingly dont get to meet u that often in a year periode. its the time to ask for forgiveness for any mistakes been done in that year. a very peacefull season.
ahh...i met Lisa on the net, and we promised to chat tomorrow. she's in L.A. and its autumn there.ilove autumn. dont know, but the mood is always tangling into fantasy any time i'm thinking bout autumn. we seldom send mails recently. i guess its because it became easier to find people on the internet. that friendster thing is a hell of a ride too.
suddenly, i was thinking about where would i be this christmas...
i dont want to be one of those people in the christmas song who feels alone cause they cannot go home...
will i be home for christmas?


stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 2:39 PM [comment]

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