there is no point of argue-ing about your life. maybe there is. despite the issue of predetermined life. sureal fact called destiny. and your fist called faith. gee, i dont know how to start it. i just want to say that there is no point of feeling bad about your life. cause the worst you think about your life, you have not check around. there's much more unaccepted situation. a condition which you think is almost impossible and might only takes place inside a work of roman. i did realize her situation like years ago. but i never thought that it is much worse than it was years ago. she's a friend of mine.

she's one of the most talented among 200 students. and she might be the most unlucky ones. if you think that your life is unfair, and u think that you might be the jinx of life's elements and that your palm only says 'bad luck.' notice your surroundings. but i am also not saying that she's a bad luck. she's the one who feels that way. she feels bad about it. and to me she is distressed towards it. she told me that she's an unwanted child. since last year, to me, her life got worst. am i exagerating. let me tell u the things then. since her parents think that she's unwanted, they dont really care about her and her life. she's been living with her grand daddy ever since. she knows that her parents dont want her around. she told me that when her grand daddy died, yes he died last year, she was losing her protector. have u ever imagined not having the support from your parents as long as you live, not having the chance to love them and be loved by them. may be it sounds harsh but i really want to yell at her parents and telling them to look at this way, some one needs their attention. if you dont want her now, why you brought her here now. now that she's here you left her alone on the corner, figuring out how's she will walk the next day. i myself cant take this issue really hard. she can't spend the Christmas alone. she always needs to talk to someone.how could it be they ignore their pretty daughter. she's not just pretty. she's smart. witty. talented. any parents would want a daughter like her. God if only you could hear me. i want you to reach out her heart so that she's strong enough to walk through this phase. reach out her parents too. bring them back to her embrace. every kid needs parents. someone who can take care of their feeling. embrace their loneliness. putting down the fire of their life. giving guidance. financial stability. I met her yesterday and i went down to my thoughts thinking about her. if only there's something i could do. there was something i could do. she wished for a hug, and i gave her one. i believe that a hug can raise relieved feelings when ur down. i read it somewhere, and been practicing it all the time when i need a quick spiritual boost. for everyone, if u find her on ur way, u come across this curly pretty girl, give her a hug, she needs loads of it. i mean it.
at first i was going to tell you how's my life, how's my weekend-which is like usual-alone, and things. but my bite of crackers are no more sweet, i would like to talk about rosemary.