stanley dirgapradja

Thursday, February 17, 2005

to start with everything. this has been an awful hot week. i notice the flue is spreading, and guess what...another rumor that another kind of storm is going to hit the city by 21st of february, damn.when this kind of shit is going to end. anyway, i am already down by this fuckin influenza.up to this moment i have sneezed like 7 times. and its an air conditioned room.suddenly i remember the thing that a virus easily evolves and spreads in an air conditioned room.ahh...too much movies.resident evil anyone...or...what else? suddenly i loss it. anyway, mon hermano suddenly appears like days after the last time i messaged him. why should he appears anytime he needs my help.yet, anytime i think i need him around he is just that hard to be reached. u face this sort of situation too. i wonder what is happening with the present world. we have the so called sophisticated gadget that ease us to reach each other in just minutes. so that we can listen to each other's voice,though just in the form of audio, yet why we seldom use it. i mean, why we dont have the eagernes just to know someone else's matter whom we think are our close relatives. i am afraid this is the modern world individuality.when eventually no one is interested in no one's matter.is this the so called privacy? i guess its not it.
may be that is it. the motives to reach each other, to contact, to get close with someone close to you, probably your relatives decrease each day. and in the end there is no trace of the social relation ship. the doom of the modern man? when that time comes i guess star bucks would be empty from people with the eagerness to chat at noon.
anyway, i am still waiting loads of stuffs this month, this year, gosh its like forever. no wonder people hate to wait. its the most boring status.what r u doing? i am waiting. and its like forever.
i remember i was waiting a plane one day and because of heavy fogs and no plane can reach sights of the landing field then the airport was closed like 2 days until the sky is clear.
sandra lost her cell again. someone sneaked into her room while she was in the bathroom. its the second time already she lost her phone. damn. thank God i never lost mine. well, i lost something else in the past. i lost some money, i lost pair of shoes. and its always the same scenario. these thieves possed to be someone i know, he was looking for me, and when he knew that i was not there he's gone already with my lovely shoes.
so much things you waste from ur big mouth when it comes to the boredom huh? me too...