Friday, April 15, 2005

Just like shounji, the present project also started on friday. i remember exactly that it was around 8 in the morning when we start shouting on shounji. well, this second movie started a bit late, rather quite...very late maybe. we started shooting around UGM.took the guts of the conversation out. just a small piece of it.but well, we started anyway. and i do feel a bit awkward with this second project. many things burdened my mind actually. i am really occupied by things.damn.tomorrow we will start early, around 7am.i will take the road scenes.sigh.honestly i was a bit uncoordinated today and let so many people wait.i hate to do that and thats just my weakness.i felt dumb to myself.felt sorry for some people cause they have to wait under the heat of the sun.
yeah, we have to delay the shooting on the train station cause the despossition letter was just too damn late.this is the birocracy and it tangled me.got to meet many people and eventually can do the shooting.while actually the shooting will take place on monday.i have too. and lucky me, everyone's agree. dont give up on me guys, we still have deadlines to catch okay?
anyway...paying debts are so in my dead lines too. too shy to tell this but i am telling you, i got debts and never that proud of it. sigh.
i took memes to dinner just now and i told her how things are occupying my mind.especially my UnderGraduateThesis.darn.when can i start to concentrate back on it. God please.education tangled me.
anyway, tonight...i miss ardi pite. damn it.got no free pass.i will catch you next time bro. well, i am still quite tired by the previous drum and bass.drum and bass is a wicked session i am telling you, especially with wicked people...abah, izal, wisnu, sandra, via, jue, doni, putri, shaggy dog...what a night. may be enough party for now, gotta catch so many dead lines.and just now i sent another episode of the sinetron.gotta make more money dude. gotta make my own living. does it sound cool?


...may be enough party for now, gotta catch so many dead lines

being a grown up is cool. cause u can watch porn without considering other people saying that you are pervert, well? have i missused the term. i mean, those so called normal people call those who watch too many porns pervert too.so why bother?
actually, last 2 days i was thinking that in this posting i would write why such a man like me still has no clear relation ship.well, so many people are questioning and i have to make reasons to spill the reasons why i am still alone.may be some of you wonder that too.sigh. when you are with some one they ask. when you are not with some one they ask.so why bother.
i'd rather have lunch tomorrow with my friends. betty invited me and bro to a fishing spot...seems nice for the weekend. but it means that not long after this i would say goodbye to another sweet girl...darn.

stanley dirgapradja@petit garcon 10:32 PM [comment]

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