daripada ngga posting dan staggering banget pengen nulis i choose to write these things down here. ah, probably nothing much of these stuffs are important...but why blog anyway if u dont writer anything about ur current feelings, life, whatever...

1. my deepest hatred goes to Jusuf Kalla and all members of House of representatives for inquiring more money within their all ready too much monthly payment. screw them!

2. i notice some situations here but dont really know what actually happen, yeah its about something which probably my surroundings dont notice much.

3.i have been preparing things for my graduation. booking this, booking that... the whole brady bunch would be here. its going to be a big mess.

4. managing and preparing my moving to Jakarta. much awaited dreams lie in that old messy terrible and tangling city, whatever...can i compete with such strainfull town?

5.its about her. what should i do to her. i am on the edge of questioning my path of bla bla. i know i can do it myself but probably its better to have her with me? or should i leave it to the times and wait until its pretty clear whether i should have her around or not? who am i to chose?

6.what kind of job that a fresh graduate like me need to have? must have? to pay bills u need job. my boss in the current office told me to have another job to stay safe. its hard to join my present bussines. the wind is not always that good. sometimes its blowing hard and fruitfull sometimes its just dry.

7.lately i have been dreaming of keeping this blog in such a long long time that probably i would write until the day that i suppose to die...sigh. penasaran juga rasanya udah jadi bokap2 dan masih aja nulis blog, kayak mas enda. it is probably the coolest position ever. u know, anak lo bisa notice and watch that their parents are cool. ahahaha. ngga gatek gtl.

8. i am really interested to go to school again. but now the money comes from my own pocket. should i work first? the college in SF has sent me more catalogues this term. darn it.

9.another shounji is emerging...

a mind of a fresh graduate who is in the middle of verge gonna cracy. naaa. damn. questions about job, family, wife, kids, jobs...wife, family, kids...and more jobs. so lame.

anyway, Lisa kasih info soal panda panda lucu yg baru lahir di states sana. i dont really follow their birth actually, tapi mereka lagi lucu2nya sih jadi enak buat follow up pertumbuhan mereka. kamu bisa kunjungi official site mereka di sini. anyway mereka di san diego dudes. ada live cam yg memantau perkembangan mereka...ahhh, sampai tidur kalo kamu juga lagi online di mana aja bisa ngeliat. mereka punya beberapa cam yg bisa kamu pantau 24 jam. so cool. in the mean time liat foto nya aja kali ya....